It is 2:33am and I am still awake. Why am I still awake, you may or may not be wondering...well, it is because I have a lost of energy and nothing to do with it. So instead of laying in bed restlessly, I am sitting up on my computer doing nothing. I should do something productive, like draw, or write, but I don't. Instead I sit, wishing I had something to do, wishing I had a life, or wishing I could fall asleep. Man, right now, I really just wish my art was better. I wish when people asked me if I drew something, that I could say that I did and I didn't have to say that I used a reference. Then I just feel like, because I couldn't do it mysel