So. I am a failure at ever going on here. I'm sorry to the people that watch me because I never add anything, but THANK YOU!!! I'm going to try and draw more and get stuff on here, but I'm also going to do more writing which won't go on here :/ I can't believe I never go on here anymore. -sigh- I never go on anything anymore really. It's sad and pathetic, I know. But oh well, Imma try! I'm also planning on exercizing everyday, because I saw pictures of me and I look so gross. I don't even know how people look at me. YUCK! Okay, well, I have to go clean, so by for now.

Why did I just pull an all nighter?! I'll tell you why! Because I was RPing with and then next thing we know, it's SIX IN THE MORNING!!! And now I am staying awake to go to my piano class that I didn't practice for in two weeks! @n@ I'm going to die!!!

Why do women have periods? That is because our bodies were ready to make babies, and then when we don't it says "fine! Eff you!" and hits the release button.

Why is Pluto not a planet? 1. because it is not on the ecliptic, 2. I forgot, but it was a studip reason 3. also forgot and also stupid

Why is my room freezing?! Because I have two outter walls.

And finally:

WHAT THE HELL DID I SEE IN THE SKY LAST NIGHT?! I SAW A FREAKIN HUGE GAMMA-RAY BLAST THAT WAS 12.2 BILLION LIGHTYEARS FROM THE EARTH! IT WAS AWESOME, BUT SCARY BECAUSE I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT IT WAS! GO CHECK OUT THE STORY! [link]
I know it says september in the article, that means when the saw it with an awesome telescope and I saw it last night with my naked eyes!!! IT WAS SO COOL!!!

D: Life is so unfair!!! I want to live out here!!! Or be closer in age so we could be in college together for more than a year!!!

So, I LOVE ASTRONOMY!!! We saw E.T.! I'm being serious! It is in Casiopia. It is so cool! And we looked at the Orion nebual and it is serioulsy so amazing! I can't even describe it!

So, I love my Space OCs and I can't stop thinking about them! I need to actually draw them more though...I shall start!

I think that's about it for now. I'm really tired, so I'll just edit this later. <3

SO, I think I am just uncapable of being a good friend sometimes...most of the time.

It's the New Year and everyone is happy and having fun and celebrating, but I feel like everything just went over my head. I feel like I bring things down, bring others down.

Maybe, though, that is how it's supposed to be, maybe I really am meant to be a loner, or maybe I'm just too thick headed and zoned out to notice that people actually do want to hang out with me. It just seems like I'm invited to do things because that's how things have been going for so long and it's just habbit. I feel like my friends are growing away from me, or more likely I'm moving away from them, unitentionally. I feel like things are different and I don't want them to be. I just want every thing to be like how it was in High School, but I know that isn't going to happen.

I would make my New Years resolution to not let that bother me or be more accertive, but I know that won't happen. So, I'll just make my resolution be to update my journal at least once a month and upload a picture a week. Oh, and do better in my college classes.

Sadistic-Emo-Bitch...that really should be my username. All I do is emo over everything and then I bitch at people that are just being honest and then I have sadistic thoughts about them....I am like the worst person ever. And all I wanted was a little sympathy, evn if it is fake sympathy and just a little "It's okay, you are totally right. They are such bitches." Even if you don't believe what you are saying. And then I feel better and "get over it" I'll "drop it" on my own. Well, I guess I did get a little of that, but it was too soon. I needed it later in the night, not while all the shit was happening...but it's all just my fault anyways. I never should have gone and left sarcastic comments in the first place. It was really immature, but i was angry. What I don't get was why I didn't get that "Lyndi...you probably shouldn't do that, that's really mean" like I usually get. And then I would've double thought it and not done it and not been upset, but I guess I'm old enough that I should be able to do that on my own...