sadistic-emo-kid

I seriously can't stand the "art" I do recently. Everything is crap. I kind of want to just quit and delete my dA so that none of this crappy work has to be seen again. Ugh.

It is 2:33am and I am still awake. Why am I still awake, you may or may not be wondering...well, it is because I have a lost of energy and nothing to do with it. So instead of laying in bed restlessly, I am sitting up on my computer doing nothing. I should do something productive, like draw, or write, but I don't. Instead I sit, wishing I had something to do, wishing I had a life, or wishing I could fall asleep. Man, right now, I really just wish my art was better. I wish when people asked me if I drew something, that I could say that I did and I didn't have to say that I used a reference. Then I just feel like, because I couldn't do it mysel

I had a job interview today. I think it went really well. Going to a Crash Kings concert tomorrow with !Ybeenormall (https://www.deviantart.com/ybeenormall) pretty excited, but I bet she is more excited. haha then I have a Black Veil Brides concert on Saturday with :iconblackthewhite: I think we are equally excited. I got a Yudu for christmas and we re designing shirts for the concert! I'll post pictures when they are done. And I hope :iconLilfariy: is feeling better. She got her wisdom teeth out. :/